my class.

you guys will be missed. :)

urgh-ness.

had a "think-about-not-being-tired" day today.

didn't really feel good in the morning. 'cos apparently, had rehersals the day before and i am extremely exhausted. so this morning was sleeeepy... but did manage to do QT in the bus tho. :) taking the usual old-fashioned 187 bus have been a routine since the beginning of this year. it's been great. 'cos i manage to spend atleast 20-30 mins with God before school. really harpee!

todays lessons were superly boring. boring. boring. but OSGODBY IS STILL FUNNY LAH! he was telling the class a joke about mis-pronouncing consonants...
OSGODBY: you know, before a president beocomes a president there'll be elections... but Singaporeans pronounce these process as "(you know what...)"
... and again, i was the only one who laughed! damn embarrassing! that's the only interesting thing that happened today. weekly friday meetings with JonL was great as well. shared about stuff. (private?) heh.

had my NAPHA test today! the 5 items! everything went great except for pull-ups... manage to do only 5 pull-ups. darn! should have trained! but other than that, got an A for most of the stations. i can smell the GOLD award alreay. come to think of it, i miss NAPHA test. didn't take it for 2 years already due to some health problems. but thank God for His grace, that through it, i am healed! :D my 2.4km RUN will be next thursday. yupp! looking forward to it.

after school, went to IMM for some rehersals for tomorrows performance. yup! uberly tired now i tell you. hehheh...

JANICE: hey you. thanks for the advices. yup! i guess there are times when i need to shut-up, and let go! and also put my fullest trust in God. when there's a will, there's a way! :) and yeah. let's continue to encourage each other. yuppyupp! God bless you kid!

EUNICE: thanks for listening mei. haha! thanks for calling me when i'm bored. haha! :) lovealots!

ZEPHY & DORI: tremendously missed... :) take care bro and jie.

GALVIN: hope you can make it tomorrow! haha! :D loveyoualots.

JOASH: take care. :)

to the rest... GBY(God bless you)! :D

thanks.

realised i haven't been posting for quite some time. hehheh.

well, the days passes by really quick nowadays. trip to Sentosa was just like yesterday... COAH is really missed. :) thanks God for the WG. really great to have these people in my life. don't know what to do without them. (by the way, thanks MARK for the wonderful time in Trailblazers. :))

results were super shocking... the most hated subject was actually the best subject! can you believe it? B3 for MALAY? hehh.. thanks God! :) hmm... others?

English - B4 (damn bad.)
A-Math - C5
Comb. Science - B4
Comb Humans - D7! haha! totally screwed
[CME - A1] haha! got full marks!

with this kind of results, i really don't know if the JC i want to go will accept me. hur.. well, gotta GAMBATE and trust in God! :D but anyways, it's quite okay leh come to think of it. yuppyupp.

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i guess, these few months have been tremendously blessed! i really thank God for it 'cos, though im rather far away from Him, (trusting my guts more frequently than trusting Him) He still helped me through. but that doesn't mean i can continue to be this way. yup. i think it's a waking up call for me to realise that i really need to rely on God's strength and to re-assure myself that God is really the one in charge. and Galvs was right. tho we know everything will be in God's hands, God still wants us to pray. He wants us to know what we are really facing and how He can intervene. and i guess that's how He speaks to us. yup!

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today. 24th STUDENTS' COUNCIL (METAMORPHOSIS) investiture! skipped lessons like, the whole day! heh. love the council alot! :D hmm... had to dance. and omg, it was the most embarrassing experience ever! i was in the FRONT! sheesh. but nvm, everyone got a good laugh. hehheh. had sports heats after that. took a cab to bukit gombak stadium and when i alighted, a girl was like, "syahir, they are waiting for you. it's your event on now". so the typical kancheong syahir went like... "OHSHIT!" and i ran to the reporting station. and i felt super cheated after that. it was just checking attendance. darn. then it rained. so everything was like... delayed! so, i got panicky for no apparent reason. yup.

so there i was... in lane 7. my heart was beating as though it was coming out anytime. i was like, "God, give me strength. give me strength. i am strong. i am fast." (was getting into state. hehheh!) then, when mr.chimny-chin-chin shot the gun, i started of quite well... then, there's this guy from the back, he was breathing like, SUPER FAST-LY! i couldn't concentrate on my own breathing! and i got a lil slow. the next "mile" went okay...until... the part where the track curved. the runners from tracks 1-4 ran past me! i got super kancheong (as usual) but then, i managed to outrun them, and got 4th. heh........ but my timing was okay. 1min 5sec. and i qualify to the finals. hurrr... yup! thank GOD! if not, all hard work all gone down the drain. anyways, i've got another heats next week. long jump. heh! all time favourite! wish me luck!

well, to those who are feeling really depressed or emo about stuff...

... May God arise, may his enemies be scattered;
may his foes flee before him.
As smoke is blown away by the wind,
may you blow them away;
as wax melts before the fire,
may the wicked perish before God.
But may the righteous be glad
and rejoice before God;
may they be happy and joyful. ... psalm 68:1-3

GOD BLESS! :D

happy-ness

happiness should be spelt with a 'Y' 'cos there should be reasons behind being happy. haha! <--- (super corny.)

sorry for not updating my blog for the longest time. besides, i've got alot of things to do, like to study, study, study, study, train, run, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, eat, study, study, study, crap, sleep and more study. yeah. boring huh. but i have no choice do i? HAHA!

well, the past weeks have been good and bad - mostly good. couldn't have been better and all thanks to God! my hair is going longerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! haha! yay!

last saturday was HECTIC! had training in the morning. more blisters, as usual. went to church for sec 1 WEB orientation. played frisbee and man it was fun. got really tired after that but me and david had to make our way to EXPO for the f.o.b concert. well, come to think of it, it was fun. the pre-show, sitting on the circular table, waiting for Joash, with Amanada and her friend, commenting about the emo's. HAHA! then, after the gig, went to Changi Airport to "chill". haha! well, anyways, thanks Joash and David for the night. heh. (sounds abit wrong... but heck.) sunday was tuition as per normal. whooo... can laugh 'till my shit come out. haha! tuition is like going for a comedy. i think we all laugh like 70% of the time. hehh...

this week was relatively good. had physics test on monday, which i thought i did super badly, but i was 1 of the 2 people in class who passed. haha! :D and chem results were given out as well... 9.5! whooo! but that's before moderation and total combined science. heh. but then again, i really thank God for pulling me through the tests! heh.

today, had house heats. ran 400m and got 1st! hahaha! yay! i found out that running is really fun! yeah! haha! well, sports day is like in a months time and i've got alot of training to do. gotta get Gold for my house! after school, boiled TANG YUANS and ate them all!!!!!!!! sorry rachel. will get you some whenever i see you. haha!

hey you! :) you know it. you really know it. but there's this person in your head messing around with your mind and yeah it just wants you to forget about everything and give up. you wanna know something? only losers give up. failure is the beginning of victory and well, there's not harm in just putting a little hope in yourself. God is there for you dear! :D so, "I love my God. He who relies on himself is lost; He who relies on God can accomplish all things." will be your success words because you rely on God! God bless you! :)

brudder, i envy your courage. but sometimes, you've gotta think twice before doing things that you know that is not good. yeah. but as i said, these things are irreversible and well, a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do. :)

remember what i said sistah? when you think it's impossible, it's really possible, 'cos you;re telling yourself, I.M possible! :D trust in God always! :D:D

'till then, blessed weekend and HOLIDAYS! :D

Syahir Ezekiel
God makes me stronger
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