hello goodbyes

i am back!!! after a long break. hmm, alot of things have happened and all i can say is, "thank You!" :)
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! :D

uhh, i dunno wot else to write... LINA: all ur fault!!! haha!

and and ouhhh!!! all the best to my bros and sis taking O lvls!! :)

saturdays

saturdays are always filled with joy! yeah! (unless if there's resistance training in the morning and weights training in the noon. haha!) well, always looking forward to WEB. one reason. GOD. :) this week passed so fast. real fast. faster than the speed of light. hehh. anyways, byebye N-levels! yay! and hello miserable results! boo!

uhh, yeah. QT was great throughout the week and yeah, hearing God. :) woots! 1 samuel 3. the story where God calls samuel and samuel had no idea who God is. yeah! learned afew stuff through this short but great story. which brings me to this word, "faith". faith is something that no one can buy nor can it be given away. faith is not about just knowing and trusting, it is ALL about knowing and trusting. i may sound abit wierd at this point of time but i just have to share what i think. heehee. yeaps. and faith is not something that comes out from the mouth only. it comes out from the heart, the mind, well, in fact, faith is about the whole body and Him! yes. Him! :) in everything that we do in our everyday life, trust Him and do it His way. and if it's difficult, just do your best! yeah! haha. don't let the physical things take over your clouded mind. cos if it does, you'll seriously be dead. heh. okie. uhh, yea. that's just something i wanna share. :)

anyways, TGIS! haha.-_- THANK GOD IT'S SATURDAY! hahaha! :P okie. uhh, had a great time bowling yesterday! haha. 3 strikes!!! woots. and won 6 like 2 times? heh. :P and WEB was great too! Jayson is a genuine worshipper. yupps, that's all i gotta say about him. and Matt, great brother who does his best for Him. haha! just random thoughts. well, in all, ALL praises goes to HIM! yeah! haha. dinner was CRAZY! went to MCDONALDS and got uber HIGH! lalala... it's been a very very long time i laughed so hard 'till my lungs feel like coming out, and my stomach was in great pain! haha! thanks to tellietubby. haha! and thank you 7, for being so mean. u've got a turkey... cos u striked me 3 times in a row! hurr.. (kidding. :)) uhh, and 6.. thanks for being mean too! well, u are always mean to me. heh. :P (no kidding.) HAHAHAHA! kidding lah kay. and i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo not going to pay you for the "okie lo"'s i've said. :P haha! well, had a great time with you guys! :)

okie. gtg for WG. heh. Blessed sunday!

lazy night... random quizzes

real tired now. haha! did a bit of gym in the morning, went to school for a-maths exam... and paings. TIRED and feeling really random at the same time. heh.. took a personality test... haha. real random

the results: "Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Rock Star which means you are a Success / Seeker Your primary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Seeker" characteristics.

That means you crave attention, the limelight, and the fawning admiration of millions. Chances are you have a bevy of fans and friends, and you like knowing how much others appreciate you. On top of this, you're a go-getter and you really shine under pressure.

How do we know all this? How do we know that you believe in making a good impression? How could we have divined that you have to love what you do, or else your performance slips?

Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance — the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Rock Star.

And that's just scratching the surface. "... super true. HAHA! uhh, im a ROCKSTAR!!! HAHA! :D any comments? HAHAHA!

took another random test. hehh... about what's behind my emotions. hurrr. and whilst doing, i remembered Jon asking me whether i was artsy or not. heh... i said, "my art's not that great." hahah! -_- artsy means like... real emotional, and sensative. well, i think i really am artsy. like. i always cry whenever i'm happy or sad. haha. sometimes, it's quite annoying. heh. :P

anyways, the results : "Your emotions are triggered by your underlying belief in Honesty... In other words, your commitment to leading an honest life, and your belief in the truth, directly affect how, and how often, you experience certain feelings.

For example, your test results indicate that you're most fulfilled when you can share all your thoughts and feelings — good or bad. That factor is directly related to your fundamental belief in honesty and the range of emotions it triggers.

Based on your belief in honesty, where do you rank in the emotional landscape? Which of your emotions dominate your life? And how can you learn to control your emotions?" ... ha! hehh. there you go. heh. somewhat the same? :P

well, tt's it for now. gona sleep! HAHA! nights... :)
BLESSED NIGHT!

a-math paper 1 today. hmm, a little scared cos, don't think it'll be easy. but anyhows, i'll do my best and leave the rest to the one who will carry me through. yeah!:D umm, paper starts at 2!!! kinda siao. and ends at like 3.45. will be uber tired after that. hurr. nvm, it'll be worth it!!! YEAH! cos the day after tmr will be filled with celebration and joy. im going to buy wine and drink all night. HAHAH! goanna get super high. heh.

hmm, had a good chat with Lina yesterday. hmm, eh, rmb the verse i gave you? this is a reminder : don't just memorise it. haha! use it in your life. don't worry okie? :) and 6 is a $$$ face. hurrr... Fine lah ok! i shall pay... lemmie see... 20bucks la. HAHAHA! cos on saturday u slapped my chest. :P aiyah! i buy you the civilization game den no need to pay half lah... -__-. just pay me 10bucks. yeaps. :)

hurr. ok. i think i'll go do some last minute revision, which will not at all be useful. heh. okie... wish me luck. hehh. and to those, once again, taking their major exams, JIA YOU! but dun add too much oil cos its unhealty and fattening. hehh. and instead of going faster you'll go super slower! HAHAHAHAHA! :D Blessed week!

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. - Philippians 4:6. (NASB)

new skin

haha. new skin again! think im gonna keep this one for very long. hehh. anyways, i think it's nice! wooots! hmm... tmr and tuesday A-maths paper 1 and 2. dieded liao. haha! gonna mug nows. haha! :) toorah! and please do the quiz... below! :):)

SE7EN THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE:
1. other people smiling
2. cheese
3. cheese cake
4. blueberry cheese cake
5. after exams
6. looking back at old photos
7. when i have nothing to do

SE7EN WAYS TO WIN MY HEART:
hmm.....
1. love God before me
well, there's no need to have 7 ways cos that 1 way is THE most important way! :)

SE7EN THINGS I BELIEVE IN:
1. God
2. His works
3. His words
4. His miracles
lalalaa...

SE7EN THINGS I AM AFRAID OF:
1. sitting at the front of the class during e-math
2. death
3. detention
4. spiders!
5. getting sick
6. hyperventilating
7. small spaces

SE7EN THINGS THAT I DO EVERYDAY:
1. styling my hair
2. QT!
3. sing songs
4. smile
5. crap (heh. both up and down!!! HAHAH! :P)
6. breath in air
7. not studying. haha!

SE7EN PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW:
1. God
2. haha... lina!
3. NACLI-ians
4. 1
5. 2
6. 3
7. 4,6 and 7.

SE7EN PEOPLE WHO SHOULD DO THIS:
1. Joash
2. Eunice
3. Kor
4. Eliza
5. esp. CLARICE! hahaha!
6. people who don't have anything better to do. :)
7. people who don't have to study.

001. Real name: uhh.... SYAHIR!
002.Nickname: Ezekiel, Zeky, Xiao Hei (little black), Syah, Syahil(HAHA!), sissy(CC. don't get the wrong idea) and umm, 5.
003.Single or taken: Single
004.Zodiac sign: HORSE
005.Male or female: male
006.Elementary school: BPGHS
007.Ipod: don't own 1.
008.How many friends do you have?: need at least 16 years to count all of them. but only 1 TRUE FRIEND!
009.Name you use on Friendster: ezekiel.
010.Hair color: dunno. depends where i am. HAHA! :P
012.Long or short hair: for now... short.
014.Eye color: Brown
015.Are you a health freak?: yes! umm, NO! umm, depends on mood. haha!
016.Height: 176cm
017.Do you have a crush on someone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! yes.
018.Do you like yourself: umm, sometimes. when i get super pressured, i don't like myself. heh.
019.Braces: no.
020.Think of yourself as awesome?: yes. but there's someone even more AWSOME than me.
021.Piercings: NEVER!
022.Tattoo: NEVER!

Your 'Firsts'
024.Surgery: HAAAAAAAAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHA! :X
025.Piercings: nope.
026.Best Friend: i wish he still remembers... um, HAZMAN ALI HAKAMALI! wooooooooooooooots...
027.Award: tounge twister competition. (1993) haha!
028.Sport you joined: rowing. heh.
029.Pet: umm, kittens.
030.Vacation: To HOMELAND jakarta!
031.Concert: ouhouhouh. 1993 dress up thingy. haha! not really a concert though. more like a performance.
"*eh...missing questions is it...or the person dunno how to count..need maths tuition?i can give u!!hahahahaha*" says Lina.
HAHAH! so true. hehh. actually im teaching math at 15 bucks for an hour. interested?! HAHA!
034.TV show: tom and jerry/ the simpsons. HAHA!
035.Color/s: red. HAHAHAHAHAHA! (sorry.)
036.Music: "goo goo gaaagaaaaaaa!"
039.Drink: hmm, MILK!
040.Body part excluding face: huh?
041.Cartoon: TOM AND JERRY!
042.Piece/s of clothing: haha! diapers.
043.Brand of clothing: varies.
044.You sleep with: eyes closed. HAHA!
045.School: julia gabriel.
046.Animal: tiger.
047.Books: "how to count."
048.Magazine: umm, don't really read mags.
049.You're eating: ooooo... the banana thingy in a bottle. baby food!
050.You're drinking: omg. the question keeps on repeating. MILK!
052.You're about to: cry.
053.Listening to: not going to answer another repeated question. and the english also quite bad. "first listening?"
055.Waiting for: my "first waiting for?" hmm, waiting for 9 months.
056.Watching: my "first watching?". ok.
057.Wearing: -------------------------------------------------------------------------

Your Future
058.Want children: YAH!
059.Want to get married: duh. then how can I get children?
060.Careers in mind: alot.... but, pilot would be nice.
where did questions 61 - 67 went. hmm..

Which is better with the opposite gender
068.Lips or eyes: eyes!
069.Hugs or kisses: heee.. both can?
070.Shorter or taller: shorter.
072.Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous.
073.Nice stomach or arms: WTH! umm, ok. arms?
074.Sensitive or loud: loud
075.Hook-up or relationship: relationship
076.Sweet or caring: BOTH and many more.
077.Troublemaker or hesitant: hahah! troublemaker... that'll be cool.

Have you ever...
078.Kissed a stranger: a stranger kissed me before.
079.Drank bubbles: BUBBLE TEA! haha.
080.Lost glasses or contacts: contacts! yes. many many times.
081.Ran away from home: yes. then i ran back. haha! :P (no lah!)
082.Broken a bone: haha. CHICKEN bone.
083.Got an X-ray: yes many many times.
084.Broken your admirer's heart: i don't know.
086.Turned someone down: yes. someone turned me down. :(
087.Cried when someone died: yeah.
088.Cried at school: YES! favorite place to cry.
089.God: have i ever God? hmm, no, never tried being a God. let God be God.
090.Miracles: have i ever seen miracles? yeah! :):):)
091.Love at first sight: HAHAHA! 6: yes or no ha?! HAHA!
093.Aliens: have i ever "alien". umm. wth.
094.Magic: have i ever magic. seen yes. done yes.
095.Heaven: have i ever heaven. HAHA! umm, no. wld like to.
096.Santa Claus: have i ever seen santa? NAHHHH!
097.Sex on your first date: ew. no
098.Kiss on your first date: ew. no
099.Angels: have i ever angels? umm, seen 1? nah.

Answer Truthfully
100.Is there someone you want to be with right now: alot of people... ALOT!

Name 20 people (10 girls and 10 boys) you can think of right now.Don't read the following question(s) until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this,choose 6 people to do this.
1. Joash
2. Galvin
3. Zephy
4. Themis
5. Kenneth
6. Jon Lee
7. Jon Q
8. Mark
9. Seow
10. Coach. HAHA! :P
11. Eunice
12. Lina
13. Cam
14. Grace Wang
15. Grace Chan
16. Dorothy
17. Eliza
18. Clarice
19. Sarah
20. Irna


How did you meet #14 (Grace Wang): BPGHS Student Leaders' Confrence '05.
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What would you do if you didn't meet #1 (Joash): no bowling. no fun. no younger bro.
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What if #9(Seow) and #20(Irna) dated: they don't know each other lah! HAHAHA!
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Would #6(Jon Lee) and #17(Eliza) make a good couple: umm. NO! HAHA!
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Describe #3(Zephy): super Gentleman. Great deciple of Christ. Great Bro. :)
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Describe #7(Jon Q): cool Guitar-man! wooots!
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Describe #8(Mark): GREAT SPIDER!!!!!!!!! yay!
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Know of any #12(Lina)'s family members: hahaha! yeah. she has family members all over the world! (jealous)
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What would you do if #18(Clarice) confesses to you that she likes you : omg. i'll burst out laughing. and I'll puke. (no offence Clarice.)
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What languages does #15(Grace Chan) speak: HAHAHAHAHAHA! english and chinese and malay.
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Who is #9(Seow) going out with: umm, I DON'T know. but i saw him yesterday. He hung out with WEBBERS. yeah. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
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How old is #16(Dorothy): a very very young JIE! 18!
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When is the last time you spoke to #13(Cam): very very long ago! :( miss her lots.
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Who is #2(Galvin)'s favorite bands/singers: he is a singer himself. haha! umm, planet shackers? i dunno. Jay Chou? HAHA! I DUNNO!
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Would you ever date #4(Themis): HAHAHAHAHAHA! no. heh. :)
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Would you ever date #1(Joash): HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHA! he's my brother! -.-
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Is #19(Sarah) single: yes. IS SHE. ARE YOU SARAH! omg. haha! :)
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What's #10's(Coach) last name: Vulpex. cool ay. He's Romanian.
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Would you ever be in a relationship with #11(Eunice): although I like tellytubbies. but NO! hahaha!
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#3(Zephy)'s school: ACSI
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Where does #6(Jon Lee) live: hmm, Bukit Panjang. I think. heh. :P
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What's your favorite thing about #5(Kenneth): his height. THAT'S all. heh.
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Have you seen #2(Galvin) naked: OMG! what kind of question is this?! NO!

SIX people who should do this:
1. Joash. 2. Galvin. 3. Zephy. 4. Jon Q. 5. Eliza. 6. Eunice. yay! it's over!!! haha! :)

last paper!

yay! today going to school for the RELEASE of BATB DVD!!! hahaha! so fun. there'll be an autographing session by the main cast (which is me... *EGO*) and well, I think there'll be huge crowd infront of me. hehh. :)

Got my hair cut yesterday and I think it looks quite bad. it's super duper utterly short. i cant even style my hair! hurr. so angry.

going to school in another 3 hours! yay! and there is only 1 paper left, then the BIG UGLY N's are over! whooooooo... A maths paper. AIYA! no kick lahh. hehh.

hmm, random shoutouts...
Lina: thanks for pei-ing me last night. :) (copycat!)
Joash: next thursday bowling? haha! well, i think i may be staying over at your house during Christmas. :)
Galvin: WE WERE SUPPOSED TO RUN TODAY! haha. nvm le. i have school today. :)
Nic: thanks for tagging. haha! may or may not see you tmr... :)
MeiYi: HAHAHA! well, if i am cute (which i really am... HAHA!) then whatever i mak or do, will also turn out cute. anyways, cute club close down already la at school. i am the only member. then have to handle the logistics, monetary affairs, and alot of stuff. hahaha! difficult to find cute people lah nowadays! HAHA! maybe next year i'll open it up as a CCA! whooooo! :) still haven't got the chance to meet ya and catch up la! haha!
Eunice: tellietubbies are cute! (this is really random. cos i dreamt that you were 1 of them! haha! i am serious!)
JonQ: E-maths today!?
Dorothy: well, since you're kinda busy with work and stuff, just randomly saying... PRESS ON MANNN!!! :)
Teachers: Thanks for the pressure man! :) really made me focus.
O-lvl and A-lvl people: ALL THE BEST MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!! :)
N-lvl: byebye! hope not to see you again anytime soon (or ever again!)! :)

haha! well, i am really bored now. heh. anyways, gtg bathe! HAHA! :) GOD BLESS!

ready to surrender?

life have been hard on me. it feels like there are vultures flying around me, just waiting for me to take my last breath. hurr. but i know there is always someone special who will protect me. i am ready... ready to surrender.

psalm 23: 1-3
"The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,
He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for His name's sake."
thank You!

was mugging and listening to songs. came across a song i had in my comp for a very long time. but didn't really listen to it, until today.

Take My Life - Chris Tomlin.

Take my life and let it be consecrated Lord, to thee.
Take my moments and my days, let them flow in ceaseless praise.
Take my hands and let them move at the impulse of thy love.
Take my feet and let them be swift and beautiful for thee.

Take my voice and let me sing always, only for my king.
Take my lips and let them be filled with messages from thee.
Take my silver and my gold not a mite would I withhold.
Take my intellect and use every power as you choose.

Chorus:
Here am I, all of me.
Take my life, it's all for thee.

Take my will and make it Thine it shall be no longer mine.
Take my heart it is thine own; it shall be thy royal throne.
Take my love, my Lord I pour at your feet its treasure store
Take myself and I will be ever, only all for thee,
Take myself and I will be ever, only all for thee.

really sweet song and meaningful. yeaps. goanna surrender to Pa. :D

TO: people taking their EOY's/ Nlvls / Olvls / Alvls... God bless and press on!

Syahir Ezekiel
God makes me stronger
04august1990;17;javanese;rower; singer;percussionist;music; worshipper;web-ed;son;brother

-GOALS-

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