blessings?

so proud of my sis for getting SPECIAL MENSION for the ACJC honours' night. WOOOTS! jia you jie! hmm, really happy to be there! and it was H.I.LARIOUS mann. was there with my mom. and I didn't expect that there would be worship at the start. well, there was. --. i was worried la. MY MOM WAS BESIDE ME AND in a few mins, she'll be joining the worship. HAHA! well, she didn't really sing la. but she stood and i sang. hehh, funny la! :D

anyways, today was reallyreally SIAO LIAO day! in the morning, i came to class, started singing and my voice broke the silence of the morning. sang some random song and i think the other classes could hear my voice. haha! well, who cares! :P lessons went on normally. until A-MATHS! i went NUTTTTS! i suddenly forgot how to do matrices! i was soooo stressed... and i went from sya-here to sya-going-nuts-everywhere! like, i sqat (past tense of squat [haha]) down and shook my head. i really didn't know why i was doing that. and i couldn't stop laughing! i was the only one laughing in class. hurr felt so stupid. THEN!!! thenthen... i had a rash attack... like, when i'm stressed, i'll have "stress-rash". yuppps! i know it sounds crazy... but i am serious! i was scratching like nobodys business! HAHA! hmm, yeah.

besides acting crazy, i have alot of work to do. and EXAMS IS 10 DAYS... O NOOO! 9 DAYS AWAY! o mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! i am going to die la! anyways, came across psalm 34 today from the booklet from the ACJC honours' night...

I will always thank the Lord;
I will never stop praising Him.
I will praise Him for whatever He has done;
May all who are oppressed listen and be glad.
Proclaim with me the Lord's greatness;
Let us praise His name together!
-Psalm 34 (summary)

... no connection? GOTTT!!! for those who are in my shoes. i know it stinks (don't think to literally)... like, exams... then everyone else is studying except for you... and stress takes over your mind and the next thing you know, you are on the ledge of a 20 storey high building, and a single step you make will change not only your life but the people around you. err... my point is, thank Him for whatever you are feeling right now as He have planned everything for you! yupp! and give Him praises as He helped you thorough your times of troubles. yes He did! bet you didn't know that right? hehh... why not start giving Him thanks now, even if you are in your difficult times. yupps! :D the main point is, HALLELUJAH!

so yeap! all the best for exams people! GOD BLESS!!! :D

exams

u know, sometimes i just feel like comitting suicide. (but i wont. seriously. 'cause i know He hates it) hmm, exams are in exactly 11 days... ELEVEN DAYS! man, i am so not prepared. yet i want it to be over. hurr. today has been tiring. ehh... yea. miss hanging out. u know like, watch movie, bowling, row, jam. argh!!! "Pay now reward later! Play now reward now!" - 'someone close'
well, really really true... simple phrase but really means alot! hehh... but not as great as my saviour! :D:D
to those taking major exams... ALL THE BEST!!! :D

new skin!

wooots! new skin... no green anymore. but i still like green... orange and yellow is nice! hahah! wooots... AND THERE ARE LOTS OF MONKEYS!!! hmmm, hurr, a bit girly but who cares!? it's my blog... hehh... anyways, today was tiring. only 6 people came to class. like, the rest had O level mother tongue... only the 6 of us didn't take it. haha! but we still had lessons though.

P.E was great! the 6 of us played FLOORBALL and SOCCER! hahah! well, now my back is aching cos it's been a long time i played floorball (and soccer). haha! hurr.. and for soccer, i scored 2 GOALS!! that makes it 6 seasonal goals! hahaha! so proud of myelf. hehh...

hmm, there's waterfest tomorrow at my rowing centre. hope people will come. hehh... ok i think i'm going to sleep now. if not i can't wake up tomorrow! haha! nites... and God bless you people! :D

killer papers

E-math paper 1 and 2 were killer papers! they are like spikes and everytime you try to do a question, it jabs you in the heart! heh.. but, paper 1 was quite OK though. managed to do some of the questions but i tell you... 2 hours is NOT enough for me. yes i am super slow! haha. what to do mann! and i "shat" (past tense of shit. aka shitted) during paper 2 lah! like, the questions were hurting my eyes! haha! i couldn't understand most of the questions. hurr. but luckily it's just prelims!!! :D Thank GOD! if not, i won't be alive right now.

hmm, really enjoyed myself in school this week. like, the class seem to have this strong bond. yeah! well, not the whole class. but atleast everyone has a clique! :) haha! but, im neutral im OK with anyone... AM I? haha! haiyooooo!! but some people in class (2 person) really gets into my nerves! 1 of them is a complacent pig and the 2nd one has an irritating itchy mouth! haha! but all i can do is just to ignore them. DO I? well i try too.. but sometimes they are just too much! hehh. and again the thought crosses my mind, W.W.J.D? haha! hmm. yeah! what would He do if He faces this kind of people... He prays for them! :D well, to the irritating people out there, who is more irritating than me and who irritates me 24/7 and drives me up the wall, God Bless you! :D

had dinner with eliza at MOS BURGERS! i wonder why 6 likes to eat the Spicy Mos Burger... so i tried today. well, it's not that spicy though. haha! anyway, it was raining and i was carrying a red umbrella. -.- it's one ugly umbrella! heh. while i was waiting... guess what happened?!?!?! PEOPLE FROM A MODELLING COMPANY APPROACHED ME!!!!!! like, AGAIN! i gave them a chance and i accepted their offer. how naive and him-bo can i be? HAHA! :P well, let's just see what's going to happen next... heh.

reached home and well, went straight to the computer. downloaded this 3D-chatting thingy from the net and well, its cool but troublesome i tell you... hehh! then i met afew friends. 1 from philippines, and 1 from SINGAPORE! haha. yeah. had a great time chatting with them... yuppps. hope to see them soon...

well, that's it for today! hmm, I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE TO HAND IN THE SONG! SHOOOOT! ok chill. it's so 'malu-ing' to let people hear my singing through a not so good recorder! haha. well, what to do? hehh.

anyways, God bless and have a blessed FRIDAY!!! woooots!:D

i love you

the 3 most important word that can affect someones life. "I LOVE YOU" hehh... (*blushesss*) hmm, but it's easy to say to your boyfriends or girlfriends. yupps! but try saying it to your loved ones at home - your mummy, daddy, sister(s) and brother(s). it's so much more difficult because you "get to see them everday" and because "THEY KNOW WE LOVE THEM WHAT!?" well, does it hurt to tell them? i know i don't, but i am trying to show it. yupps! hehh... it may start very rough but, who cares? i know your ego does. but do you want your ego to take control of your life? hehh.. ok, i am in no position to say this kind of stuff. but for people out there who feels like nobody loves you, your family still does and so does God! (YES HE DOES I TELL YOU! He gives unconditional love!). He loves you for who you are and not what you are. so ....

to someone close : "you have been thinking about what you think. thanks for sharing your problems with me. i know at this point time, you think it's the end. just don't let what you think affect your life. and you have been asking yourself questions about the decisions that you have made. well, it's done! you can't do anything about it. but you can change things now. be someone. be someone who thinks before doing anything and also, be sure that God have always loved you. He's always been with you through thick and thin. He knows how you feel even if you never tell Him. you don't have to pray so 'hard' 'cause i dunno how you do that! he hears what your heart whispers! so, yeah! will always keep you in prayer. love you!"

meanwhile...

God has really given me the chance to honour my parents and family. but i have been abusing that chance and taking advantage of it. haven't been myself 'cause i have this thinking where, not going jiao tang for a very long period of time = not a right path to my faith. well, all i can say to myself is WAKE UP! yupps. thank YOU! and sorry for ignoring Your call!

to conclude today's random post about love; love your parents and family and always keep in mind that there is Someone... (not just anyone...) that loves you!!! -CHEERS and have a Blessed Week! (psssssst JOHN 3:16 --> remember what He did?)

let's fly

wah! shacked! spent the day cleaning the house... well, my table only. hehh. with a tissue stuck up my nose!

found alot of crap!!! and i mean real crap! from lizards and roaches! (wonder why) haha! and i think 30% of the things on my table doesn't belong to me, 25% crap, 15% dust and the rest of the 30% are my books! hehh...

finished cleaning about 5:45. didn't know what to do and took out my "memory file". well, it's filled with certs since 1993, birthday cards, letters, pitures, lyrics, drama scripts and a dried up flower. HAHA! re-arranged everything. still messy but still great memories. saw my old scripts. hilarious! remembered the time when i was in primary 5, i acted in a skit about crime prevention. could still remember my lines! haha! can't find my BATB script though. oooooo... and my choir songs!!! AHHH!! haha! so exciting. i miss singing in a choir ensemble! hehh... THE GOSSLING! haha! ... ok nevermind. -.-

tought of giving number six something. wonder when i can meet him. still have yet to give him and kor the slippers i bought them and dory's stuff. haha! it's been like a month already... HAHA!

hmm, i think i'm going to sleep early tonight. going training tomorrow! woooots! goooooooood night! and TODAY IS MY 5th month as believer! wooots! thank God for growing with me and in me!! :) God bless to all of you!!!

insensativity

whooots! today was GREAT! :D spent alot of time waiting for my food to come - 3 hours! well, i understand why. it pisses me off too when someone pang-say-ed me. hehh... and don't worry dory. i am not angry! :D

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUMBER 2! :D:D:D

well, realised something today. (its painful to realise this kind of stuff, and yet it's insensative not to take action.) hurr. umm, u may not know how i feel but, yeah! how i wish sensativity wouldn't exist... haiyah! nevermind. -.- not very important.

God have been with me. and well, this week may seem rough somehow but i am taking everything so easy. like, was stress about the SS paper. but, somehow, not as stress as previous years! yeah! and today was great cause i met the people i haven't met for so long. yuppps. patience pays. RIGHT! but i am not patient at all! haha! yuppps. must really really really trust God in everything that i do from now on. anyways, really glad to see my WG there. well, only most of them. some coudn't make it... yuppps! happy to see you guys! :D yuppps. REALLLY love the cheese cake!!! hmmm, but my base-crust is nicer! hehh. :) really glad to be there to celebrate number 2's birthday! :D

well, yupps, that's about it... and for those who are mugggggging for exams, ALL THE BEST!!! and may God Bless you! :D

ooo... look! i've got a pet monkey!!! woooots!!! AND IT'S GREEEEN!!!
haha! well, today woke up at 10:34 AM!!! HAHAHA!!! very late......... woooots! never woke up this late for like almost 6 years? tsktsk... hmm, will be going out later with WG. so yeah! blogging on wot happened today later!! :D

well, I'm back! after a long time away. hmm, new skin. YUPPPS! starting simple 1st..

anyways, today was really very messed up. I don't know why, just felt like, I wasn't myself.

woke up today at 6:17 AM. WHY? my mum woke me up to tell me that there is a cat outside the house. out of curosity, i went out and well, there she was... THE KITTY! o mannn, she's super cute! her colour - pretty. but was super aggressive and SMELLY! yuppps. she tried to come into my house for some reason. she managed to enter 3 times though. granny was super noisy. hurr... (as usual). anyways, played with the kitten until 7:30 AM. LIKE WHOA!!! nothing to do... didn't go back to sleep 'cos 1ce I wake up, I cannot go back to sleep.

spent the 2nd half of the morning teaching my sister how to play the song UNINTENDED by MUSE...

waitwait...............................

why am i telling all this??? -.-

anyways, i finished writing a song today for the song writing comp. The lyrics are SUPER corny... but what the heck....... and then I read blogs...

hmm,
KOR: will always be praying for you, and your family! :) (and auntie witwit)

no.2: happy birthday!!! sorry for the late birthday wish.

no.6: hmm, tagged onto your blog already. but anyways, no.6 is super sweet! sometimes he can be annoying and I am cantankerous... but somehow I can tolerate his annoyance. don't worry 6, I am OK! :) and you press on too yahh! AND STOP MAKING THE VOMIT SOUND!!!

no.7: hmm, all the best for prelims!!!

er.mei: GEEK!!! HAHA!!!

well, that's all.... i guess.

hmm, o.m.g!!! it's 3 hours past my bedtime!!!!!!! GOOD NIGHT! :)

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Syahir Ezekiel
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