Thursday, August 24, 2006
long time....
it's been a long time i've posted anything on my blog...
haha... yuppps! hmmm, was studying for my prelims... hehh.. study. yupps... haha! anyways, i missssss alot of people!!! AHHH!!! hahaha... hurrr... hope to see u guys soon mann! :D
was History;7:54 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
psalm 25...
and then I remembered psaml 25. I don't know why... but it just came across my mind.
1 To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul;
2 in you I trust, O my God.
Do not let me be put to shame,
nor let my enemies triumph over me.
3 No one whose hope is in you
will ever be put to shame,
but they will be put to shame
who are treacherous without excuse.
4 Show me your ways, O LORD,
teach me your paths;
5 guide me in your truth and teach me,
for you are God my Savior,
and my hope is in you all day long.
6 Remember, O LORD, your great mercy and love,
for they are from of old.
7 Remember not the sins of my youth
and my rebellious ways;
according to your love remember me,
for you are good, O LORD.
8 Good and upright is the LORD;
therefore he instructs sinners in his ways.
9 He guides the humble in what is right
and teaches them his way.
10 All the ways of the LORD are loving and faithful
for those who keep the demands of his covenant.
11 For the sake of your name, O LORD,
forgive my iniquity, though it is great.
12 Who, then, is the man that fears the LORD ?
He will instruct him in the way chosen for him.
13 He will spend his days in prosperity,
and his descendants will inherit the land.
14 The LORD confides in those who fear him;
he makes his covenant known to them.
15 My eyes are ever on the LORD,
for only he will release my feet from the snare.
16 Turn to me and be gracious to me,
for I am lonely and afflicted.
17 The troubles of my heart have multiplied;
free me from my anguish.
18 Look upon my affliction and my distress
and take away all my sins.
19 See how my enemies have increased
and how fiercely they hate me!
20 Guard my life and rescue me;
let me not be put to shame,
for I take refuge in you.
21 May integrity and uprightness protect me,
because my hope is in you.
22 Redeem Israel, O God,
from all their troubles!
o.m.g i know why now.. verse 5... the lyrics of my song... mann... ok. argh... ok I'll try to go and study now. :D God bless me... hehh...
was History;9:10 PM
had no school today. YAY! but woke up super-duper late (i think) 12 noon!!! o mann... well, woke up at 2pm before lah... alot of years ago! haha! 1st time after many years i wake up so late! :D
anyways, planned to study GEOG for tomorrows prelims. hmmm, CANNOT LA! i opened my book then read afew words... then closed and opened up my laptop and went online. I was alone online lah... MAN, NO SCHOOL SUCKS! there was absolutly nothing... NOTHING to do at home! no breakfast also... ARGHHHHH!!! I was so bored...
until...
I DINDN'T KNOW MY LAPTOP COULD RECORD VOICE... HAHAHA!!! well, I recorded my singing... hehh... AND ITS SUPER CLEAR!!! HAHAH! (well, the sining only la... but the background guitar very muffled.) hehh... 5 hours passed just like that... then suddenly I remembered GEOGRAPHY PAPER TML!!!! like... blarrrrdy #$^$%*!
my geog book is beside me now... huurrr... I wanna study but I just can't... I don't know why... argh!!!! so frustratinggg!!!
please pray for me.. hmmm, feeling really worried and tired... i dunno why tired... but yeah... tired of relaxing... heh... mann, i think now I'm a bit psyco... hmmm... lalalalala........................................
ARGHHHHH!!!! SO BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORING!!! GOD HELP ME!!!
was History;8:59 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
blessed day
blessed day indeed! whooots! woke up with NO headache! thank You! :D yeah. but was still sniffing and blowing my nose.
reached school very late today cause the queue for the bus to school was super long today! but was still on time. met up with my coincil mates and wheeeeeeet! got my 'haivannas' slippers! yay! umm anyways, wasn't at all ready to sit for my malay papers today. aha! malay papers. spent 25% of the time blowing my nose and the whole class got irritated and couldn't concentrate. sorry. wot to do? blowing softly wouldn't help wot! (random: blowing your nose sounds funny. wot, your nose is some kind of a candle? hah! is there a word for blowing your nose? here's wot I'm picturing)...
... -.-"
and not only that... umm, MY BLARDY ALARM RANG DURING THE PAPER LA! (rang = vibrated) was damn scared la... was about to shit in my pants! arghh! lucky MDM.TEOH didn't walk past my bag. if not i'd be DEAD MEAT! huhh.. *wipes sweat* thank God!
paper 2 was quite difficult for me la! I had to translate each and every word to really understand the comprehension [kefahaman].. (get it? understand the 'comprehend'sion? HAHA!) grrr... waste alot of time. but in the end it was worth it! I did actually finish before the time was up. HAHA!
hmm, after the papers, my class took a class photo. I really don't know for what. SO RANDOM!
I was on my way to Tangs for some meeting. very confident that I could make it on time. haha. but no! I was late and the 'meeting' couldn't go on without ME. yeah! so had to cancel it. haha! so I made my way to Orchard MRT station and a lady approaced me...
LADY: Hi, we are looking for Handsome boys (hey, she knows my middle name!) for this modeling company. Here's my card. Write your name here and here...
ME: (flattering like hell!) [humbly]:- umm, thank you! :D umm, but I've done something like this before.
LADY: (really dissapointed) you have? ouh, ok! thanks.
ME: no prob.
... I think it's really very crappy lah! I was approached once before at the same place. and I (himbo-ly) went for the so called 'interview'. it was some crappy stuff lah! like, you wait for 45minutes for your turn and when you go in, you will sit down and fill up a form and talk for 10minutes! like WHAT THE! I was cheated. I learnt my lesson and that's why I didn't regreat my decision! :D HAHA! (did I?) hmmm, anyways, met my old friend from YMCA! wooots... it's been a loooong time (8months) we talked. hehh... yupps. really glad to meet him and also his friend that I just met.
--yada-yada--
made my way to paya lebar for some other meeting with some other people to talk about some other matters. haii... anyways, NOT important. hehh.
ate at banquet. was queing to get my 'halal' char siew mee. haha! :D yeah. while waiting, there were two ladies talking. one of them was the cashier...
CASHIER:"eh, ape khabar?" (eh, how are you?)
LADY:"khabar baik... bagi saya nasi ayam set meal" (fine thank you... give me chicken rice set meal)
CASHIER:"tunggu eh..." (wait ah...)
ok... I am infront of the "lady" at this point of time... and the "cashier didn't bother taking my order. guess why?
CASHIER:"eh, budak ni nak order ke tak?" (eh, does this boy want to order?)
LADY:"tu lah, berdiri depan tapi masih tengok-tengok. tengok aper?" (that's why, stand infront but still look-look. look at what?)
I WAS STANDING AT THE WRONG SIDE OF THE QUEUE!!! HAHAHA... mann... so malu! :( well, they made it worst by saying it in malay and thinking that I don't understand. hurrr... then, they went on babbling about stuff. and I finally ordered. luckily there were no one else queing. HAHA! well, didn't wanna hear wot they were talking about la. quite rude. haha! but quite frustrating sometimes when people think you don't understand THEIR language and they use THEIR language to mock people. :( hehh...
well, after that I met Grace to pass her the kinder buenos we got for performing for National Day! but met Galv just now for a little chat and he took my share! :( haha! no lah... kor: take it... you are saving my life. YAR! hmmm took bus home and was reflecting on wot happened today. well, I'm really really really thankful that this is happening to me now! :D (except for the queuing up thingy... God was playing a prank on me)
was History;9:24 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
silent 'kill'
mann... I thought my fever's gone. but no!
was feeling ok this morning. went to Woodlands Library to study, with Chong Wee, Chu Yi and Shawn. well, I thought Chu Yi would be there. yuppps... she pang say-ed me. I was like a lamp-post there la! mannn... arghh... anyways, studied at the 2nd floor where it was super quiet! mann... like, graveyard la! hurr... quietness triggers my headache. and that's when my fever came back cause it was too quiet and cold. arghh... and was dying lah... my head was spinning once more. I couldn't take it and I went home. hehh... managed to study quite a bit though! hmmm yuppps... :)
everybody's falling sick nowadays. Sarah's sick... I'm sick... the people going to the doctor's sick... HOW LIKE THAT? haha! hmmm... will just pray to you guys out there who are sick too! :D haha...
prelims starts TOMORROW!!! o mann... ARGHH!!! and I have no mood to study la! I am dead meat!
"My eyes are ever on the LORD, for only he will release my feet from the snare. Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. The troubles of my heart have multiplied; free me from my anguish. Look upon my affliction and my distress and take away all my sins. See how my enemies have increased and how fiercely they hate me! Guard my life and rescue me; let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in you." Psalm 25:15-20
was History;3:38 PM
Friday, August 11, 2006
sick again
hurr... title tells it all! hmm... woke up today at 8am. drank milo. then slept again until 11am. after that took a warm shower and tried to do work but my head was spinning and i slept until 2:07pm. HAHA! o mann... I was supposed to meet Galvs to talk. yupps. was late again.. (sorry kor) argh. I was a walking christmas tree today. dressed up in green and red... seriously, my shoes were red and green too! hehh. :D then yada-yada was sniffing all the way. and man was I feeling cold. (but my hot-ness made my body temperature just nice. HAHA!) no, seriously. was feeling really cold! and my jacket was red! HAHA! umm, ya lo. went to get some stuff with Galv, and then ate dinner at bt. timah market. umm, took 970 back to bt. timah and u know 'tibs' buses they have seats that are facing the back. man, I hate to sit at that kind of seats and well, there wasn't space at the back of the bus so we sat there. hmmm, Galvs didn't know that I didn't like to sit there. I didn't tell him also. hehh... I thought it was going to be a short trip... but no! it was about 20 minutes. HAHA! half way through the journey, I was on the verge of puking. I didn't lah if not tiu lian. so malu vomit in the bus. hehh... was tahaning for the rest of the journey. when we reached, we sat down at the market and... we ate pasta... didn't actually know what I was eating hehh... but it's cheap and nice lah! mann... must go there and eat again... wooots! HAHA!!! then umm, well, that's about it. oh yeah and I brought greeeeeeen grapes and greeeeeeeen mangoes. HEHHH!!! wooots... GREEEEEEEEEEEN ROCKS! :D
3 more days to prelims mannn........................................ haiyo!
"Worship the LORD your God, and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take away sickness from among you,and none will miscarry or be barren in your land. I will give you a full life span." -Exodus 23:25-26 (NIV)
was History;8:22 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
mugger
hehh... today, I promised myself that I'll mug. well, I did! a bit. no very little. ok no. I didn't. I finished all my homework and then was uber lazy to do other things. COMMON MANN... it's a holiday. anyways, was listening to songs while doing my work. and came across Photograph - Nickelback. well, I've heard it before but today whilst listening, I felt... strange. hehh. nothing much la. just feel very reflective this few days. wonder why. national day is booooring! hehh...
just finished watching the parade. hmm, it wasn't that bad. loved the fireworks though. I am bored again. very bored! very very very bored! hurr... can't wait for tomorrow. -.-
was History;8:54 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
national day
whoa! glad today's over! had to lead the school in community sining with Grace. at 1st I thought nobody will join us in the singing. but in the end the whole school joined in the fun! whooots. man, I love to see the whole school doing the "BP cheer". that's what I call school spirit. would also like to congratulate the classes who won the cheering competition. :)
next, I would like to thank MORITZA and AMIRUL for being such great emcees and GRACE for being a great singer! wooots! and to the other BPians! for being BPians!!! wooooooots! :D and thank you to the teachers who organised the event and my fellow councillors who were running all over the school! wooots!!!
my legs were still in pain and I couldn't stop coughing. anyways, it was worth it. :D
really enjoyed myself today :D. even after school. hehh... went bowling with kor, liu-di and er-mei! hehh... 1st time I lost like big time la! hurr... anyways, had a great time... yuppps! :D
met eliza and jonathan after that for dinner and caught up on things. alot of things I might say. :D
hurr... I'm really really tired now. better get some sleep! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
was History;8:29 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
sniff
was late for school today. HAHA!!! reached school at 1pm and my class was having mother tongue lesson. went into malay class and the 1st thing I received from my malay teacher was homework.. hurrr....... rehersals started at 1:10... ate my 'lunner'(lunch+dinner) 1st and then went to hall for rehersals. ahh, going to the hall brings back memories...
the back stage was filled with thick dust bunnies; I couldn't stop sniffing and sneezing. argh! then, my voice was super nasal! I sounded like a constipated Taufik Batisah! hehh... sorry:P
well, actually, the rehersal was quite time wasting. can practice singing at home wot. hehh... anyways, looking at the band brings back memories. hmmm....... i miss band!
today was very nostalgic for me. I miss alot of people, I miss the fun the casts, the crews and directors had in the hall, and i miss playing my toms. hehh...
feel very sick right now. don't feel like studying. but my prelims are like in 6 days time.. my goshh... o wells, it's better to rest now than to suffer later. hehh... :D
was History;5:26 PM
I really don't know how to thank You my Lord, for the things You've done for me, for the test You've put me through, for the love You gave me. I really need You to be with me God, through the times when I can't see, through the darkness, You pulled me in the light, through Your love, I am saved!
FRIDAY 04082006: sorry kor for making you wait. hehh! anyways, thank you kor and joash for taking time off to be with me before I make my way to KL, and to celebrate my birthday! :D woots! and gosh... didn't expect 6 to come la 'cause he told kor that he couldn't make it. THANKS JO! and THANKS KOR FOR NOT TELLING ME THAT JO'S COMING! hehh... really happy when he tapped me from the back and wished me happy birthday. I really enjoyed the mini-celebration. Was crying in the bus la.. hehh... AHA! the bus trip to KL.. YES.. bus trip not train... BUS!!! oh $#@^% they changed plans without informing me lah! the last information I got was that we were supposed to go KL by train... then on that day, they asked me to go to the bus station opposite 'Singapore casket'. I thought it was some kind of a prank. But no... (thank God) ... we were actually taking bus to KL! mann... was super-duperly pissed.
hmmm, anyways I thought it was going to be a boring trip. but thank You once again for blessing the trip. met this guy who I never met before in rowing, but he claims that he saw me in my rowing centre before. loooooooong story... haha! yupps... so I wasn't alone in the bus.
SATURDAY 05082006: reached KL at 1am. uber sleepy. was wondering why there were so many m'sians still up at this hour. erm, nothing much happened after that. went to our hotel (which is like damn budget) and had only 4 hours of sleep. Woke up at 6am by an irritating alarm from MIMI! hurrr... then -yada-yada- ate breakfast and made our way to PUTRAJAYA for competition. yupps!
took part in the men's coxless fours, (which I have never ever in my whole entire life took part before) and we got 2nd! woots. but that was only the heats-.-" . made our way to repercharge and after getting 1st in the repercharge, we got into the finals, which was held on sunday. WHOA! after the 2 races, on saturday, I have a hell-lot of blisters on my left hand! like, pain lah! after the heats, I caught cramps and I tore the muscles on my right leg. could still walk but was really very painful. after the second race, it became worse. hurr... prayed for healing. :D
after the day ended, the team went back to the hotel and then went for dinner at kenny rogers! finally, i got my spaghetti! but it tasted super wierd. anyways, it have been a 'tradition' to go to petaling street when you are in KL to do your shopping and yes I did alot of shopping! bought 2 adidas shoes for only RM130, a quicksilver board shorts for RM45 and a quicksilver jacket for chong wee for only RM60... like... MANNN!!! cheap lah! Didn't manage to find 'bang! cards' for kor, quicksilver pencilcase for Rasyid and flip-flops for Lala. but a promise is a promise. will find ways to find them. :D
SUNDAY 06082006: FINALS for M4-(men's coxless fours). despite the torn ligament, blistered hand and the stupid headache I got during the trip in the van, I pulled myself together and raced. thank God for giving me the strength. we were confident of getting 1st. but, didn't expect the Sri Lanka team to be that good. in the end, we came in third. I was quite dissappointed with myself 'cause I didn't put my 100% 'cause of the injury. hurr... it's over la ha...
no medals were given out. but received computer speakers! wooots! don't really need them but, wooots!!!HAHA!
after the race, my blisters were bleeding, I had difficulty walking, and I was really shacked! hurrr... was asking myself, why in the world I put myself in this kind of shit. hehh... I am darker than usual, and mann my legs hurt. BOTH legs! the way I walk is very awkward lah!
went back to hotel to pack up and checked out. made our way to puduraya to buy bus tickets back to Singapore. the earliest was 7:30pm... o wells, looks like me and Ivan's gonna miss F.O.P! hurr... next year I'll be there! while we wait, we went to A&W!!! woots... wanted to eat the waffles but damn it's sold out. did a bit of revision. woots! REVISION! 1 more week to prelims! tsktsktsk...
nothing much happened from 7:30 onwards. just freaked 'cause there were alot... ALOT of bugs in the bus!!!
reached Singapore at around 12:59am and thank you SHUYING for the ride back home. :D reached home around 1:30am. and my legs felt like shit. wait, my whole body felt like shit. was aching all over!
MONDAY 07082006: Skipped lessons. hehh... was too tired to wake up in the morning. but I still have to go to school 'cause there's NDP rehersals! hurrr... it's 11:42am now and I am still half awake... hehh... and my legs still hurts so bad! ARGH!!! can't walk la.
well, that's wot happened for the past 3 days... miss alot of people... hehh... can't wait to go to school! :D and I really can't walk now... HOW?
Looking at his disciples, he said: "Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God. Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be satisfied. Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh. Blessed are you when men hate you,
when they exclude you and insult you and reject your name as evil, because of the Son of Man... Luke 6:20-22.
was History;10:34 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
my day/rush-rush
heehhhh... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEE!!! woooots... hurrr..
OK! the day started off well... hehh... den met Clarice in the train... wahh loong time never see herh... HEHHH!!! anyways, i reached school and people started wishing me happy birthday... (who tell them ah?) and some gave me birthday cards... sho shweet!!! >.< den in class they sang birthday song... awww mannn!!! :):) "how sweet the sound..." hehhh...
EMATHS really spoilt the whole day mann... -.- felt like slapping 'her' face...
denden... during recess i ate CAKE!!! wooots... Ain, Syafiqah and Filzah bought it for me... haha! it was niceee.... WOOOTS!!! den they sang birtday song again.... den got candles... den i cut the piece of cake... den i ate... dendenden... people look at me... HAHA!!! tiu lian...
after recess quite anticlimax lahh cos got physics... haha!!! butbut... i passed my physics test wooots! 1st time mannn... got a sticker!!! HEHH!!!
hurr just got a haircut and mann it looks badd... hurrr... hmmm just reached home and going out to meet GALVS!!! wooots... for a birthday cum farewell lunch. YUPPPS. then going to lavender to take train to KL!!! wheeeee.... for some rowing competition... hehh... yupppsyupps... so yeahh! for those of you out there... PRAY FOR ME!!! WHOOO!!! hmmm... alot of request from friends... will try to remember lah ok? :D
yuppps... gottogo liao!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye... will be back on sunday... i think... hehh...
was History;2:11 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
3 hours more.
well, just finished dinner with family.. ma bought me a CHEESE-CAKE! o mannn... was actually craving for it... hehh! :)
this years birthay eve wasn't really bad after all, like past years, where i got scolded for doing nothing. hehh, i think i know why...:):) thank You!
AGAIN i irritated people in class (even my a-maths teacher) HAHA!!! can't help it mann.. yahh and like, EVERYTHING'S BACK TO NORMAL!!! woots... thank You again!
well, going KL tomorrow and will be back on monday... wish me luck mann. hehh!
'till then... God bless! :):)
(Oh yeah!!! and happy birthday to those who have the same birthday as me!)
was History;8:57 PM
this post is super random but yeah... i love 1A, 2A, 3A and 4A...it's been 4 years being together. although there are people in class who i don't like... but without these irritating, noisy, annoying bunch of people, our class will be filled with super nerds. (there are some actually. heh.) well, that's good in some ways but, without them, there won't be troubles and without troubles, there will be no problems and without problems, we wouldn't bond this much... and this much is ALOT! whooo!!! really am proud to be in 4A! :)
was History;7:33 PM